I am realizing more and more that I have a rebellious spirit. I just want things my way. I'm willing to go along with someone else but I want to hold back part.
Or I will go along for a while doing all I should and then notice that I have stopped doing something. It's like I am waiting to see if I will get caught. How long it will take before someone says something.
I'm not sure what this is about. I want to explore and bring this part of myself under control.
I am dealing with my extra curricular activities being on hold and trying to figure out what how to spend this time. I gave myself some time to chill and watch tv and be irresponsible; but after a few weeks, that option is pretty old. So now I need to focus my attention on something, I'm not totally sure what that needs to be. I also need to work on having more friends. I've allowed myself to be too isolated.
This therapy blog is interesting. Being honest online is interesting.