A favorite blog of mine... wait, it's not a blog I write, it's a favorite blog. OK, whatever, I think you get it.
Stuff Christians Like is a great blog! (That's better.) Today is "Serious Wednesday" and Jon (author) wrote about Covet 2.0. I am not alone in agreeing that this was a timely and oh so true post!
(Welcome back; assuming you clicked to visit SCL and are now back... or perhaps I'm now alone with my covetous thoughts because you got lost in the wit and humor of SCL and are now committed to reading all the back posts.)
I sit before you at 12:16am, not tired (though I was at 8pm on my drive home thinking about a hot bath and a soft pillow before 9pm! Such a glorious goal missed again!), and filled with the desire to be more than I currently am. (and hoping the bunny downstairs who is making so much noise would STOP already!) I am going to catch a cold because this is my 3rd night (4th?) without enough rest and that always spells disaster for my health. I just can't seem to get to bed). Tonight I was even IN bed at 9pm, but this temptress of a computer was sitting there all glowy and warm, calling out to me. I've been working long hours this week and I feel out of touch with so many things; reading blogs and news and such online makes me feel like I belong somewhere in the world.
Does that sound bad? Is it a good or bad thing that the internet is what makes me feel like I belong? I guess if I still shower and have a job and can interact without people in a reasonable manner I am OK. That's the standard I'm going with for now; albeit a low standard. I do normally have far more live interaction with the world; but lately, my computer has been the go to source. I'm not even really talking to people online. I'm not on Facebook much, or emailing letters. I'm just reading and occassionally writing. There's so much inside, but often when I want to type it out of me... it's elusive.
I find myself looking at the (albeit 1 dimensional) lives of others and dealing with some fairly deep dissatisfaction in my own life.
I know... I shouldn't compare myself with others - honestly I do know that! It's biblical, it's wise! And yet...
So, I will be working on uninstalling Covet 2.0! I fear though, it is much like AOL and as often as I uninstall it will pop back up because it has embedded itself so deeply in the processes of my heart. Perhaps this is why the word sacrifice comes up so often when discussing living our lives for Christ.